As I lay me now down to rest(@ 3AM)
I shall feel evermore blessed
As I drift to peaceful sleep
I wish to leave you all with something deep
I am ready to start that next chapter in my life
Finding my 3 my breath my soul & my someday wife
I'm thankful for my new family
As I let go of the old
Eeyore I shall remain
However I'm moving on from this pain
Those that are with me shall gain
Mutually beneficial friends
New beginnings and no ends
Though I feel thoroughly blessed
I have not yet fell asleep on my soulmate's chest.8
This is just some of my personal "dear diary" type of writings, offering an insight to who I am and who I wish to be.
Saturday, November 8, 2014
A 3 Epiphany in the 3AM
Thursday, October 16, 2014
The dog who won't let me commit suicide
The dog who won't let me commit suicide
Some years ago there was a dog born into my life
He was born at a time that I thought I was with my future wife.
His name is Mack and he seems to attract more women than do I
But you see there is something he does special for me
Sometimes he gets under my last nerve and I have to wonder if it's all really worth
The troubles the struggles and the pain I feel inside
But when he comes with tail Waggin and pawing at me it gets awfully hard to commit suicide...
It blows my mind how in sync and in touch he appears s to be with my emotions
I know his loyalty would stay with me north and south and from both of the oceans
He will lay firmly and cuddly by me in the bed
Sometimes when I think of how much love he does give I want to cry
Sometimes when I realize he's the only one that does give love I want to die
So time and time again he will continue to stay by my side
Continuously earning the title
The dog who won't let me commit suicide
I cannot speak for him or try to always imagine how he must feel
All I get are his actions and his expressions and realize how it is real
Just like me I hope for the future that we both find a good bitch
(Lllllllllladies I mean that in the kindest of ways)
Perhaps one day we'll both be true mack daddies!
We both have lost their mothers and it's a double loss for myself
If any of you reading this actually no eyes you know we both live for LOVE wealth.
My motto is: "Of Love, money or happiness , give me LOVE more than I can be both rich and happy"
Some of you may think that this was too dark... Some of you may think that this was too sappy
Either way I personally don't give a duck but if you throw one in the air Mack may just have to go fetch it
So to bring this writing up to speed... I do have a point oh yes indeed
Someday both Mack and I will be fathers
And long after all the tears have dried
SHE will be...
The dog who won't let me commit suicide
Sunday, February 23, 2014
I.I. DO YA?
It has been said that most of us men think with our dicks,
And while I won't contest that for a minute,
I will ask WHY is it that when you are looking for the ONE,
It is harder to find anyone deeper than a coffee spill on a countertop?
Does Intellectual Intercourse NOT exist? (not mindfucking)
So the ONLY question left is...Do YA?
A Simple Wish
So with this simple thought
I shall digress unto a spot
Where the tress are towering
And the LOVE is overpowering
The river flows
and the LOVE grows
Then I look
And put down the book
To find that you are right
Here with me holding me so tight!
SOULMATE
Born into this world a dark mystery
Travelling through such misery
Looking for my true destiny
Leaving it up to fate
But won't it be so great
4 when the 2 3's finally come together
WE will form the perfect 8
SOULMATE