MYAshley

Since you came into my life

I've wanted to call you mine 

For the rest of all time.

Now that you are in my life

I want to make you my wife.

A love like ours happens but once a lifetime.

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me 

My beautiful best friend 

A love that I never want to end.

I hope that today I can show you what  you truly mean to me.

Us 2 "3"s united here in LOVE.

You be my hands 

I'll be your glove.

MYAshley 

MY LIFE

MY SOUL

MY Best Friend 

MY Future Wife 

So yeah here I am on bended knee 

Asking you to marry me.

What If We Lived At The Speed of Love

What if we lived at that speed of love?

To hell with the rules of society

Time for proprietary.

Color outside the lines

Blur the boundaries 

Is it right or is it wrong.

This is our song!

Go slow

Go fast 

Will it fall apart 

Will it last?

How would we know if we don't do the dance 

Take a chance on me has been my theme song this year...

So could you live at the speed of love?

Are you the hand to my glove?

Some things are worth going for

Love has opened up an amazing door 

Living not existing 

Loving not hating

I got you

You got me

Here for eternity 

Desire brought us together 

Straight from the soul's fire

So let us build together

A Happy forever.

So can you live at the speed of love.  

Dedicated to ANA

Changed

Humanity is calamity 

These days 

Gone is empathy 

Once cloaked in Anarchy 

Nobody stands up 

For what is right 

We're too busy dividing 

Separating Right from Left

Not right from wrong 

Being led by a clown 

Human Nature 

Isn't natural anymore 

Being controlled by AI

On the brink of eternal war

Life is forever changed

And not for the better ~JWM

Broken Man

The older I get 

The more I see

Is this world really ready for me?

Born in sin

How was I never supposed to fit in?

I'm a broken man

Just trying to do the best that I can 

I've seen shit I shouldn't have had to see 

I've heard things that the ears should not have heard.

I've been placed that I should never have had to be.

You see I'm just a broken man

Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Dreams happen when I go to sleep 

Nightmares happen when I open my eyes.

Just trying to live the dream 

In the land of eternal gray skies.

Everybody wants there own ideal

I'm just trying to sleep it real.

I've been through living hell

The dream I had 

Someone else decided to sell.

You see I'm just a broken man

Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Time waits for nobody 

And it is later than you think

Let those word in your head sink

My body

Let's not 

That damn thing

I'm doing the best I can  with what I got.

It's been beaten and battered

To the bitches that dissed it

It never even mattered...

You see I'm just a broken man

Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Yet I still long for a threesome 

With Hope and Love

Hoping for better days

Loving ALWAYS 

Can YOU be the one who can

Bring love and happiness to a broken man?!

Mad World

 Man o man

It'd be nice to strike that human connection.

Is it really too much to ask for?!

Some of you out there 

Acting like lil bitches 

Focusing on material riches 

But where the real 

Wealth is

Besides health 

Is in human connection!!

Too blind to see 

They succeed 

In the great divide 

And got you chasing the 

Ultimate greed

While you pass your time by

Time you'll never get back 

Gone gone gone in the wrong direction 

Because baby

It's really cold outside 

In this mad mad world.

Separate Lives

So here we'll  be, wishing to be in love,

Tormented  tortured  souls till the day we die

Because as society has made it so

Money rules the universe

Each too scared to leave their comfort zone

Having much to lose

A gamble to gain 

Huge emotional  pain

Empty  heart

Lonely night

Because  how can this possibly be right?

God damn our separate  motherfucking lives

Hope

Even though your name isn't hope, perhaps you can be mine 

Life is lonely up here

And I feel that time

Hasn't been of the kindest 

Too many tears over the last few years

Let's change that around 

When you come up around 

To be my savior 

To be my hope

To be MY best Betsy

I Wanna

I wanna live my life

Not let life live me.

I wanna go places and see things

Never before have my eyes seen.

I wanna smile again

True happiness here in my true North. 

I wanna do what needs to be done.

Buy that bus, build that bus.

I wanna kiss those lips

Grab those hips

Suck those nips

And make love to you like never before.

You make me wanna scream your name

Atop Brockway Mountain!!

I wanna be your muse.

Inspire me whilst I inspire you.

I wanna know what ot feels like by your side

Inside you

Inside your heart 

Inside your soul!!!

You say you got me

I say prove it baby.

I wanna show you a life you've never lived.

I wanna give you a love you've never been given.

Walls Closing In

Can't stay here

Can't go home

Don't have a home

Big desire to roam

No where to be

Nobody wants me

Definitely nobody needs me

45 without a wife

You say it's you

But I'm the true failure at life.

Scared out of my my mind

Needing somebody loving and kind

Come home to me

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Imagine

Imagine if 2 souls 

Took a chance

To dare to dance

To light each other's flames

And ease each other's pains.

Imagine if these souls found each other

And United together forever

Unstoppable

Unbreakable

Imagine what we could do if we loved each other to no end...

~JWM

Perhaps

Being forced apart

Kept away

Isolated

No touch

No kiss

No caress

Perhaps a new appreciation will be formed

Perhaps words spoken from the soul

Perhaps we'll look in the windows

Windows of the soul

Perhaps we'll find new ways to feel someone

Actual vibing

Perhaps our words will be more kind

Perhaps this beginning anew

Begins with me and ends with you.

💗

~JWM 4/18/20

Poetry from a quarantined soul

She Knows

So when this whole thing subsides and my freedom comes back

I shall cautiously lick my finger

Cast it to the sky.

I will let the wind of change blow me

I shall take a close listen to my heart.

I'll lay my ear to the Earth.

I'll open my eyes...

Will you be there to catch my vibe?

Will your arms be open?

Will your ears hear my words?

Will your soul feel me?

~JWM 4/18/20

wanna

I wanna lay in your arms

I wanna look into your eyes

I wanna see your soul

I want to dream with you

Look into these eyes so blue

I wanna touch your soul

I wanna smell your presence

I wanna taste your love

I wanna know the map of your mind

I wanna forever call you mine

Home

If you loved me like you  should
We'd be home by now
If you showed me the love I deserve
We'd be home by now
If you gave your heart to me
We'd be home by now
If you gave your soul to me
We'd be home by now
If you gave your tears to me
We'd be home by now
If you gave your fears to me
We'd be home by now
If you gave your years to me
We'd be home by now
Why won't you give yourself to me
I gave myself to you
We should be home by now

Next

Broken am I
Scorned becoming
Devoid of love
Scars
Tears
Empty spaces
Frowning faces
Darkness sets in
PAIN admidst pain
What happens next

So not happy there
Definitely NOT here
Not happy anywhere
Happy under a tree
Happy out to sea?
Where is this happy place
I know not for look at my face
~ Dr Joey Suess

WHY

Why would I want to be a burden?
Why would I want to be a bother?
Why do I even bother?
Who would miss me if I was gone?
Does it even matter?
Am I even here?
Where?
Why?
Well there's NOTHING
Nothing I can do right
That's a fact...

I've had 99 bitches but all I want is THE 1

My own mantra is
"I'm not looking for 99 bitches that can live without me...I'm looking for the ONE who can't."
To be THIS you'd be my end game.
To be THIS you'd be my "ride or die"
To be THIS you'd dry the tears from each other's eyes.
The depth that I project this quote to the universe is one of MY soul.
It is my belief that we all have a soulmate.
Some of us may even have multiples.
But no matter how many
I still believe that it comes down to one.
One life mate to walk hand in hand with
One life mate that you form a life with.
One life mate that you grow old with.
To me THIS is the ultimate definition of LOVE.
I believe you'll know this person when you meet them.
They might not arrive in the package that you were expecting.
Actually from my personal experience I believe they may outwardly appear the opposite of what you were "looking" for.
Is that a bad thing?
Hell No!!
Did you fall in love before you even met in the flesh?
In my case... YES!!!
So with that said
I'm no longer seeking 99 bitches to fill my empty days with
But one very special woman who will find that she can't live without me...

Broken

If this is it so be it
We didn't have much fun
No seasons in the sun.
We went on one adventure together
Daily STRESS
Daily regrets
Lost bets
NOTHING during the last week
Did I sign up for.
NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME
Perhaps THE single longest week of
MY LIFE
YOUR LIFE
THINGS I NEVER THOUGHT
I'D HAVE TO SEE
If this is it, let it be
The loneliest of loneliness
ALONE in a whole new plane.
NOTHING makes much sense.
WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!
WALLS UP
New ones built!!
Second chance...
For you maybe
If this is it so be it