Irony of Life

Oh the bittersweet irony of life.
Where I expect happiness
I find suffocating sadness
Where I expect pleasure
I found profound pain
The woman I never expected to lose
I lost all too long ago.
The children I expected to father
Took away from me & pushed even farther

I used to think life was so unfair.
Poor Poor me
But actually it is fair
It's perfected planned Karma
Coupled with Irony
Threesomed with Dogma
Finished out with Satire

There you have it:
Life's K.I.D.S
Oh the perpetual paradoxical irony of Life

Who would have thought that
Through a permanent icon of sadness
I'd become happier than I ever felt.
Through the darkest days I shall discover the most light
From the greatest losses I shall gain the most
With the greatest pain I'll discover the deepest pleasure
Finally from being the poorest I shall become the richest man.

Oh the beautiful sweet irony of this life!

A 3 Epiphany in the 3AM

As I lay me now down to rest(@ 3AM)
I shall feel evermore blessed
As I drift to peaceful sleep
I wish to leave you all with something deep
I am ready to start that next chapter in my life
Finding my 3 my breath my soul & my someday wife
I'm thankful for my new family
As I let go of the old
Eeyore I shall remain
However I'm moving on from this pain
Those that are with me shall gain
Mutually beneficial friends
New beginnings and no ends
Though I feel thoroughly blessed
I have not yet fell asleep on my soulmate's chest.8

The dog who won't let me commit suicide

The dog who won't let me commit suicide

Some years ago there was a dog born into my life

He was born at a time that I thought I was with my future wife.

His name is Mack and he seems to attract more women than do I

But you see there is something he does special for me

Sometimes he gets under my last nerve and I have to wonder if it's all really worth

The troubles the struggles and the pain I feel inside

But when he comes with tail Waggin and pawing at me it gets awfully hard to commit suicide...

It blows my mind how in sync and in touch he appears s to be with my emotions

I know his loyalty would stay with me north and south and from both of the oceans

He will lay firmly and cuddly by me in the bed

Sometimes when I think of how much love he does give I want to cry

Sometimes when I realize he's the only one that does give love I want to die

So time and time again he will continue to stay by my side

Continuously earning the title
The dog who won't let me commit suicide

I cannot speak for him or try to always imagine how he must feel

All I get are his actions and his expressions and realize how it is real

Just like me I hope for the future that we both find a good bitch

(Lllllllllladies I mean that in the kindest of ways)

Perhaps one day we'll both be true mack daddies!

We both have lost their mothers and it's a double loss for myself

If any of you reading this actually no eyes you know we both live for  LOVE wealth.

My motto is: "Of Love, money or happiness , give me LOVE more than I can be both rich and happy"

Some of you may think that this was too dark... Some of you may think that this was too sappy

Either way I personally don't give a duck but if you throw one in the air Mack may just have to go fetch it

So to bring this writing up to speed... I do have a point oh yes indeed

Someday both Mack and I will be  fathers

And long after all the tears have dried
SHE will be...

The dog who won't let me commit suicide

I.I. DO YA?

~Seeming to be impossible~

It has been said that most of us men think with our dicks,
And while I won't contest that for a minute,
I will ask WHY is it that when you are looking for the ONE,
It is harder to find anyone deeper than a coffee spill on a countertop?
Does Intellectual Intercourse NOT exist? (not mindfucking)
So the ONLY question left is...Do YA?

A Simple Wish

~inspired from a true wish~

So with this simple thought
I shall digress unto a spot
Where the tress are towering
And the LOVE is overpowering
The river flows
and the LOVE grows
Then I look
And put down the book
To find that you are right
Here with me holding me so tight!

SOULMATE

I am but a 3 looking for my other 3
Born into this world a dark mystery
Travelling through such misery
Looking for my true destiny
Leaving it up to fate
But won't it be so great
4 when the 2 3's finally come together
WE will form the perfect 8
SOULMATE

Behind Eyes So Blue

When someone says “ All I want is you”

I ask how can that be true.

What happens when you look deep into these eyes so very blue?

What do you truly see?

Am I really your soul’s “True North”, your fate, your ultimate destiny?

So, you see those pointed words can have such an uninhibited power…

That the feelings must be growing stronger and stronger

Day by day, hour by hour!!!

So can you say “All that I need is you?”

Doubtfully, I must sadly digress

For you see If you all you truly needed was me,

That would put your heart and soul in distress

Leaving it closed to any of the offerings of the outside world.

I would ecstatically accept that you do want and need me in your life,

If only you had a way to show it to me, but that might leave you feeling vulnerable and hurt.

For, ultimately the fear would consume you that the feelings would be like wind blowing in the dirt.

You would question your own feelings as well

And day after day dwell

In the promise that we would always be together and never part.

If only that could be…

Search your soul, search your heart…

Finally ask yourself, WHAT are your true feelings for ME.

Then let me know

Or let me go

So dare you actually breathe the words in my ear

If so, I am right here, writing this behind eyes so very blue

Right here, just waiting for YOU!!!