Friday, April 18, 2025

Broken Man

The older I get 
The more I see
Is this world really ready for me?
Born in sin
How was I never supposed to fit in?

I'm a broken man
Just trying to do the best that I can 
I've seen shit I shouldn't have had to see 
I've heard things that the ears should not have heard.
I've been placed that I should never have had to be.

You see I'm just a broken man
Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Dreams happen when I go to sleep 
Nightmares happen when I open my eyes.
Just trying to live the dream 
In the land of eternal gray skies.

Everybody wants there own ideal
I'm just trying to sleep it real.
I've been through living hell
The dream I had 
Someone else decided to sell.

You see I'm just a broken man
Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Time waits for nobody 
And it is later than you think
Let those word in your head sink

My body
Let's not 
That damn thing
I'm doing the best I can  with what I got.
It's been beaten and battered
To the bitches that dissed it
It never even mattered...

You see I'm just a broken man
Out here just trying to do the best that I can.

Yet I still long for a threesome 
With Hope and Love
Hoping for better days
Loving ALWAYS 

Can YOU be the one who can
Bring love and happiness to a broken man?!

Monday, December 16, 2024

Mad World

 Man o man

It'd be nice to strike that human connection.

Is it really too much to ask for?!

Some of you out there 

Acting like lil bitches 

Focusing on material riches 

But where the real 

Wealth is

Besides health 

Is in human connection!!

Too blind to see 

They succeed 

In the great divide 

And got you chasing the 

Ultimate greed

While you pass your time by

Time you'll never get back 

Gone gone gone in the wrong direction 

Because baby

It's really cold outside 

In this mad mad world.

Thursday, March 9, 2023

Separate Lives

So here we'll  be, wishing to be in love,
Tormented  tortured  souls till the day we die
Because as society has made it so
Money rules the universe
Each too scared to leave their comfort zone
Having much to lose
A gamble to gain 
Huge emotional  pain
Empty  heart
Lonely night
Because  how can this possibly be right?
God damn our separate  motherfucking lives

Hope

Even though your name isn't hope, perhaps you can be mine 
Life is lonely up here
And I feel that time
Hasn't been of the kindest 
Too many tears over the last few years
Let's change that around 
When you come up around 
To be my savior 
To be my hope
To be MY best Betsy

Wednesday, March 1, 2023

I Wanna

I wanna live my life
Not let life live me.
I wanna go places and see things
Never before have my eyes seen.
I wanna smile again
True happiness here in my true North. 
I wanna do what needs to be done.
Buy that bus, build that bus.
I wanna kiss those lips
Grab those hips
Suck those nips
And make love to you like never before.
You make me wanna scream your name
Atop Brockway Mountain!!
I wanna be your muse.
Inspire me whilst I inspire you.
I wanna know what ot feels like by your side
Inside you
Inside your heart 
Inside your soul!!!
You say you got me
I say prove it baby.
I wanna show you a life you've never lived.
I wanna give you a love you've never been given.

Friday, April 16, 2021

Walls Closing In

Can't stay here
Can't go home
Don't have a home
Big desire to roam
No where to be
Nobody wants me
Definitely nobody needs me
45 without a wife
You say it's you
But I'm the true failure at life.
Scared out of my my mind
Needing somebody loving and kind

Thursday, May 14, 2020