Today would be a great day for suicide.
My heart, soul, and body have all but died.
I pined for her for far too long...
Only to have her tell me that I don't belong.
One woman has completely destroyed me...
How could I be so blind to not see
That she obviously didn't want to be with me anymore...
That now she is living like a junkie and a whore.
Today she puts it in my face..
like she did when she kicked me out of her place.
Move the fuck on she texts...
She wants to be over me so bad...
All she could show me was being mad.
Yes, today would be a great day for suicide...
Numb on the outside
Mainly dead on the inside.
A big part of me has died...
yet she lives
and I deal with the pain deep inside!!!
I wanted the rest of my life to be by her side
Yet, today appears to be a great day for suicide.
What could I have done NOT to have lost her?
Was I really saving her from herself?
Was she saving me from me?
Every day I awake and realize that she is not with me anymore,
How do I go on, "What's this life for?"
They say that there is someone for everyone...
they call that person our "soul mate"
Shauneah Joanne Claremboux,
I really thought that you were that "one" for me.
Now you are on a great high
while inside day by day
hour by hour
I slowly die!!!
I wanted to spend the rest of my my days by YOUR side,
Yet, today appears to be a great day for suicide.
You saw me one last time...
I asked you if it was "Goodbye"
You told me "NO!"
Then days later you texted me
"We aren't together anymore"
You broke my heart
making sure that you and I were apart
You "erased" me like I never was in your life,
Yet I wanted you to be my wife!!!
Today, you made me realize that
It would be a great day for suicide.
Either way, live or die
YOU are gone from my life
