Show me the way

We take from the Earth what is good & pure. We give back what is bad and tainted.
We take from a person what is innocent and replace it with tears & scars.
OH Great Spirit
Teach me how to Love. Show me the correct path.
~JWM

Unseen

You looked through the forest and could not see the solitary tree
You looked through the souls and you missed me~ JWM

A painful journey

They say suicide is painless
Perhaps one day I'll find out.
Anything must feel better
Than all this God damned Pain
Yet I'm chicken shit
Afraid
Afraid of death
Afraid to live
So distraught inside
Always on the hair trigger of suicide
But aren't we all slowly dying
Shouldn't we be instead slowly living
Life is too fucking short
So why would I want to trim it
Lonlieness is a whole new pain
Just like most internal pains are
You don't see it through my fake smile
You don't even see it in my tears
Had it not for my fears
I would be dead long ago
But somehow I want to live
I do it all for one thing
An invisible force
I'm not even sure exists anymore
I do it for the hope of love
I do it for a soul mate
I do it for an animal they say has no soul
I don't live for me
I live in hopes of YOU
That makes me irrepressible
Damaged beyond on my own good
You all turn your backs to me
Leave me down
Well remember if I rise out of THIS
I won't know WHO you are either
They say suicide is selfish
Yet loving only yourself isn't?
Hypocrites everywhere
Do this don't do that
Good advice
Why because it works for you?
Guess what I'm me
Nothing works
Nothing here to see
I'd be home already
If I knew exactly where home would be.

328 A Day of of Fate

Date: 3 28
Time: 448
Place: The Keweenaw Peninsula

Today is an important day where 2 3 should transform into an 8
Unfortunately the universe hasn't made that alignment
So impatiently I shall await for where 2 imperfect souls mesh to form that imperfect perfect 8
I say this to the universe and leave it to fate...