Friday, December 27, 2013

Behind Eyes So Blue

When someone says “ All I want is you”
I ask how can that be true.
What happens when you look deep into these eyes so very blue?
What do you truly see?
Am I really your soul’s “True North”, your fate, your ultimate destiny?
So, you see those pointed words can have such an uninhibited power…
That the feelings must be growing stronger and stronger
Day by day, hour by hour!!!
So can you say “All that I need is you?”
Doubtfully, I must sadly digress
For you see If you all you truly needed was me,
That would put your heart and soul in distress
Leaving it closed to any of the offerings of the outside world.
I would ecstatically accept that you do want and need me in your life,
If only you had a way to show it to me, but that might leave you feeling vulnerable and hurt.
For, ultimately the fear would consume you that the feelings would be like wind blowing in the dirt.
You would question your own feelings as well
And day after day dwell
In the promise that we would always be together and never part.
If only that could be…
Search your soul, search your heart…
Finally ask yourself, WHAT are your true feelings for ME.
Then let me know
Or let me go
So dare you actually breathe the words in my ear
If so, I am right here, writing this behind eyes so very blue

Right here, just waiting for YOU!!!

Ready To Turn The page

Ready to turn the page
On this atrocious motherfucking trainwreck of a year.
Oh don’t get me wrong,
Like lyrics to a  Zeppelin song
It wasn’t all that bad
However the good did NOT outweigh the BAD!
Nor did the happiness be victorious over the sad
2013, I say goodbye, good riddance and FUCK YOU!!!
I am so ready for something NEW…
Time to examine my “moral compass” and travel to its “True North”
Seems like “EVERY” year is this reset, refresh, restart
Just winding up right back in the pit of the pendulum
But NOT 2014…I say
Hell no, NO WAY!!!
For you see, 2014 will be the year that I do ME!!!
2014 Pair O’ Dice Machers Farm will come to life,
It may even be with my future wife.
Everything is unknown
Only thing for certain is it’s high time for this motherfucker to find a HOME!!!
2013 was both the incarnate of the number 13 and the
NUMBER 23.
2013 wasn’t much good to me.
No good changes
Just what life temporarily rearranges.
But as I sit here about to go into a rage,
 I most definitely realize that it is time to “Turn the Page”
May 2014 be full of good fortune
I am ready
Ready to  do what is right for me, by me.
So without further sadness or rage,
I say FUCK YEAH…let’s turn the page!!!

So Ready To Turn The Page…